It’s been awhile since I actually just sat down and wrote something that wasn’t a poem, so I’ve decided that today, on this lovely Friday, that I’m going to just write.
I’ve had a weird week, not a bad week, just very weird. It’s been one of those weeks that you kind of don’t imagine really happening to you, ever. I’m not going to go into too much detail because I don’t feel like it’s fair but it regards old friends and a whole mixture of emotions but it’s not bad, it’s actually probably good in a way. I’m happy about it mostly, I feel like it’ll put closure to a chapter that’s been left open for years and I feel like it’s a good time to do that. It’s funny because although, I’ve been thinking a lot about this situation (sorry for it sounding so ambiguous) and have felt a lot of emotions, especially Wednesday evening, I’ve also had a very clear head and feel I can grasp everything well in this regard. I’ve woke up today feeling very settled about everything and happy that things can be left in a good place with this friend. Closure is good for everyone!
I had a job interview last Friday which went well, I think. My current contract is finishing up very, very soon, so I’m on the hunt for something else now. I’m hoping to get another library position so I can keep building up my resumé but there seems to be very little relevant jobs advertised at the moment in this line so I might need to find administrative work in the meantime if nothing comes up, I hope I get the job from Friday though!
Also, I got my results from semester one two weeks ago. I didn’t do well in my undergraduate degree at all, there was a whole lot of different messes in my life that just murdered any sort of motivation I had and my results suffered dramatically. However, I’m currently studying towards my MA in Librarian & Information Studies and I’m loving it. I got a 3.2 GPA in my first semester which is beyond what I thought I was ever capable of and I also got a first class honours in one of my modules, I never, EVER, got a 1.1 before so as you can imagine, I was ecstatic!!! It’s given me so much confidence in myself and I actually see myself achieving something.
For anyone that reads my poems (or poetry-like-rambles as I call them), do you enjoy what you’re reading? I’m a little bit conflicted if they’re actually any good to be honest. I like writing them but I feel like some sound/look a little crap and I’m not sure will I just delete a few from my site? I never wrote poetry really until last year and I kind of feel like some look a little same-y and depressing (nothing wrong with a depressing poem but I feel like mine are whingy). I’d love a little advice and just tell me what you think?
Anyway, that’s basically my little life update. Thanks for reading 🙂